Creepy and Confused

So this morning I was sitting down on the ground on my laptop trying to do things when my friend Giku came in through the doors and like twenty minutes later my boyfriend came through the doors and stood by me. He asked me why I didn't get up and hug him and I told him because my foot was asleep. Not to long after that he knelled down and hugged me. I thought he was going to kiss me. It just really scared me that he even did that, because he didn't turn his head right away. He normally does.

Upset... :'(

Well let's just say that I'm not in the best mood that I have been to past few days. I've been upset or mad within an hour and a half. First it started with the librarians sending me an email for a book that IS in the library and then my ex-boyfriend getting mad at me for trying to feel better. I just don't understand why I'm targeted like this and that I can't do most things. I literally even heated up during all of it, and doing it again. I just can't handle most things and this would be one of them. Any advice out there on what I can try to do. Already got some from Sasuke Ukitake, but that really didn't work.

*Ggio Vega walks in* You okay Yuki?

Me: No I'm not. People are just mean to me and I can't do anything about it.

Ggio Vega: Yeah you can. Just push it out of your head or think like an arrancar.

Me: No. I'm not thinking like an arrancar, but I will try the other advice.

Ggio Vega: Okay just hang in there Yuki. *He hugs me and then leaves the room*

Me: Thanks Ggio Vega Arrancar number 27.

Kasuga from Sengoku Basara

So my boyfriend showed me this anime called Sengoku Basara just because he wanted to and that it had a guy in it that he was researching an English paper. He showed me Masamune Date, Kenshi, Sasuke, and Kasuga. I think she's pretty hot but then again most of her skin is showing so yeah. Here are some pictures of her.

Boyfriend's New Hair Cut

Okay, so My Sasuke Ukitake got his hair cut. It's really super short. I like it and all, but his long hair was WAY better. It will grow back though so enjoy this hair style as much as possible.

*Ggio Vega walks into the room and looks at me* What are you doing Yuuki-Chan?

Me: Typing things down about Sasuke Ukitake. Why?

Ggio Vega: Isn't that the guy with the white hair that attacked Stark?

Me: No. That's Twin Zanpak-to Buddy number 1 or Daddy. His real name is Joushiro Ukitake though. I would never call him daddy though.

Ggio Vega: Oh. Got ya. Let me read what you have so far. *Let's him read* HE CUT HIS HAIR?!?!?!

Me: Yeah. Of course he cut his hair. It's cute but a little to short for me. I still love him though.
It's not like he's going to cut my hair like how Yumichika wants to.

Ggio Vega: Who's that?

Me: He's the guy with the two red and two yellow feathers by his eye right here. (Points the the places the feathers are on my own eye)

Ggio Vega: Oh, okay. I get it now, the gay guy.

Me: HE'S NOT GAY. He's just special.

Ggio Vega: Okay. Whatever.

Me: *goes back to writing* Anywho. Back to what I was saying. He's actually cute with his short hair and whatnot. But I still love him and not going to break up with him. He's just to cute.

Few Days Ago

So a few days ago on Friday. I walked with my boyfriend, his brother, and one of their friends out to his car after school. I hugged him goodbye, but couldn't leave without hugging him again. Apparently , I did hug him, but I also kissed his cheek. I felt so embarrassed of doing that. I apologized to him on Monday, but still felt embarrassed about it. I love him yes, but I'm not going to rush our first kiss. I was going to today, going to talk to him about something else today after school about telling my mom about us, and if she dares embarrasses me in front of him on Thursday at his concert, I will tell her to stop embarrassing me. Yeah, he has a mustache, a small little cute beard that's hardly even there, side burns, and long a little past his shoulders hair. I just hope she doesn't even say a word embarrassing to him or his parents or even tell his parents about us. I don't want him in trouble. He already knows what it's like for me. He won't know what it's going to be like when (if) he breaks up with me. I don't want that to happen. I'm actually very super sensitive about break up. Unless I break up with them. Other way around, no, I'm super sensitive.

Mood:Uncertain about telling my mom, happy.

So Embarrassed...

Me: Okay, so this morning my boyfriend Chris T. (people here at Watertown should know him even you Emberlynn) was standing up between the two sets of stairs. So what do I do, you're probably asking. Well let's just say I walked up the first set a little to fast.......... and fell. Andrea, my little sister Giku, and a friend but the name of Keanna laughed at me while my boyfriend laughed with me. Yeah, I was laughing to, but it was from being embarrassed.

Ggio Vega: Wow. Nice going Lieutenant Yuuki Yukiharu.

Me: OH SHADDAP VEGA BOO!!!!

Ggio Vega: Nope. I won't.

Me: Remember last time with the small dull rock? *Looks at him a little pissed but making it look like I'm VERY pissed*

Ggio Vega: *Gulps* Okay I'm sorry Yuuki.

Me: Arigato Vega boo. {Arigato means thank you in Japanese to people who don't know how to speak it} Sorry about that people. *Giggles with hand behind head rubbing it* Back to what I was saying my boyfriend asked me if I was okay. I told him that I was. I mean yeah I hit my leg on the top step but it didn't hurt. I fall like that all the time at my house walking up the steps even when my foot is a sleep (which isn't a good idea to do since my foot feels like it's five feet under the ground than where it should be). It was actually nothing really. Just a slight red mark for about, let's say, five minutes I;m Actually doing great because I'm going to grow a pair of woman balls and kiss him today during lunch (we are in the library during lunch because he doesn't eat lunch often which is perfectly fine). I'll update you what happens if I do. =^_^=

Extremely Happy ^_^

So yesterday when I got on my laptop after I got home and watched Adventure Time, I opened up my email and saw that my crush said yes to dating me. I got so happy and hyper in under 5 seconds!!!! I really want to kiss him, but I want to make sure he's comfortable around me before that happens.

Totally me right now... ^_^

Totally me...

So cute... :D

I can see this as us. XD

His hair isn't as long as Neji Hyuga's but it's as long as his bangs (small stands that are not behind in his very low ponytail)

If he really did that I would probably be shy the whole day and yet a little embarrassed. But it's still a very sweet picture.

He actually kind of looks like this when his hair isn't in a half pony tail.

This could literally be me and him. It makes my blush just thinking about it.

It's probably going to be this awkward the first few times... *blushes while thinking about it*

Ggio Vega XD

yesterday I downloaded two video clips of an arrancar from BLEACH. He is my favorite arrancar just because my baby boo boo voice acts him and sorry not telling you his name because I don't want him killed by people who hate BLEACH. Anywho. Ggio Vega is my favorite not just because of the voice (which is pretty seductive if I do say so myself) but because hes only 5'4".  XD God I love him soooo much. He's just soooo cute and that's coming from someone who hates evil people. But Ggio Vega is just to damn cute to hate. Including if you like tigers (just don't look up his release form).

So seductive!!!!!! *bites lip in a non-easy way*

Just love

He's back talking Soi Fon about how she could use Shadow Step and get the fight over with.

Him Soi Fon and.....KITTIES!!!!!! >_<

Also love... XD

His true animal

1St Stage Release Form

2nd Release Form



I LOVE YOU GGIO VEGA!!!!!!!! *kisses him on the cheek while hugging*
Ggio Vega: *pushes me away and wipes it off* WHY DID YOU DO THAT, YOU STUPID SOUL REAPER?!?!?
Me: *crosses arms* You sure you want to go there Vega Boo?
Ggio Vega: DON'T CALL ME THAT!!!
Me: *clicks Tsumi Okami from her case* If you knew who this pal of mine is here, you wouldn't dare talk back to me again *blushes while talking; but very serious. Grabs hold of her with other hand*
Ggio Vega: *backs down* Look, you're not strong than me.
Me: You want to rephrase that? *gets pissed and somehow a dull small piece of rock comes up* I can make this here rock deadly.
Ggio Vega: *wets pants {good thing there's an extra piece of clothing over his pants}* Okay... you win...
Me: *giggles and pats his head* Good Ggio Vega Boo *kisses his skull*

Half Year Mark

Well, today is Baby Boo Boo's half year death mark... I'm doing better than I thought. Almost cried in the car on the way to school. Been tickling my friend to try to make myself better. Been helping but not fully... I wish my crush would say yes to dating me... then I wouldn't be sad... Okay, lie. I'll still be sad, but not as much. Just thinking about him makes me feel better. ... *looks back at screen* Sorry was talking to a friend because she hit her knee on the table. Better then too... Even listening to Marshall Lee (Marceline's gender bender) and Marceline's I'm Just Your Problem makes me feel better too. ^_^ Well, I've talked enough better go. LOL Sayunara until tomorrow!

Marceline (not how she looks in the show)

(From the show and she's actually singing the song I love)

This is Marshall Lee just looks like Black Butler

This is him too

Real Marshall Lee

(love this pic so much now)

(creepy that Marshall Lee is wearing weird looking pink heel like shoes o_O)

In Two More Days...

Well, it's almost Daisy's half year mark. Cried last night pretty well... I'm not normal by the way. I sense dead people and sometimes (very little) see them. My friends who have past long time ago hang out with me even at school. My best gay friend Izuru walked into my room last night (hoping it was him. If not, then it was Renji or my little yet older brother-in-law Toshi {I have permission to call him that ^_^}) holding my Baby Boo Boo. She looked just like what she use to when she was alive. I'm just hoping that the arrancar espada that controls death gets a hold of her. If he does than I'll literally kill him even if I die in the process. I can't afford to lose my Baby again. Not after going through what I am going through now.

This is how we were when she was alive... :')

Me after her death even now.

What I am now...

Before School on Friday

So, this morning my boyfriend and the baka that wants me broke out in a fight. The baka was calling me a "nothing" and "trash," but my lovely boyfriend told him that yeah I'm those. But his pile of trash. I'm his nothing. I felt so happy that he said that to him. When they kept going at it thought I decided to step in literally between them and tell the baka that he should just leave us alone, stop drifting us apart, and just get over me because he's WAY to strong on me. Even before the fight when they were just arguing, the baka told Spencer that he's way to good for me. That really pissed me off and I eve flicked him off because of it. I felt good about standing up to him. After I broke up the fight Spencer, Jacob, and I went away and I told them that he even asked for my chest bare on homecoming Friday night. That pissed them off and Jacob literally went up to Baka and told him that wasn't right. Yeah, Jacob wants to see them to, but he doesn't ask me over and over again and respects that I don't show (which I don't do anyways). Anywho, I still feel proud that I back-talked to the Baka. ^_^ Wish me luck in other battles!!!!

Saeko is actually pissed in the picture

Wanting to Hurt Him

So I'm taken but this guy (one I'm talking about in Extremely Pissed) keeps so called flirting with me. It's more like molesting than flirting. He's always "flirting" with me, and it's annoying. You would be to, wouldn't you? Well, if he touches me again, he will be getting a beating. Hear that OUTLAW you touch me again, there will be nothing you can do.

Normal day=Complete Cosplay Fail

Hello, well today I'm cosplaying a boy from the show Naruto. Yeah, it's kind of weird cosplaying a guy while you're a girl, but hey we are all weird in our own way. He's a leo and the second to last Uhicha left (in Shippuden there's a guy with an orange mask that knows the Uchiha secrets, wonder who it is? {I actually know who it is}). He did NOT kill the clan so it's easier for you to figure it out now. It's Sasuke Uchiha. Now here are some pictures of Sasuke.

Him and his Lion ^_^

Little Sasuke (episode where him and Naruto are young kids and making a double finger {like a pinky swear} promise)

12-13 (plain Naruto) 15-16 (Naruto: Shippuden)

Sexy Pictures of Sasuke Uchiha

 

Curse that Orochimaru gave him part 2 (top) and Part 1 (bottom)